Did anything change between my last post and this one. Hmm, lots and none. I know I don't make sense.
Its just like that for me too. I found my passion in the mean while i.e teaching. I think I should have pursued it long back. It was actually taken out of sheer necessity. But, iam actually enjoying it to the core and I wish I could have found it earlier.
Well really wanted to record about P which requires separate post and about Pa. I am actually like the pendulum oscillating between the teen behavior and the kid. Sometimes I feel I might end up in the mental asylum. I literally cry and laugh at the same time with P and Pa.
I am proud at times, angry, hurt and everything just comes likes at the same time like the Chennai weather. During my childhood we used to ask whether it rained in bangalore and yes, there is rain here in Chennai. But now I am asking hey, ist raining there in saidapet? oh , yes it is raining in st.thomas mount. Though how the cloud knows the difference is mystery.
Well I started with something and ended up writing something
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A small snippet between P and aathu when he went to pick him from school, he went along with Pa..
A : Yaaruda P antha ponnnu, unkitta kanlaye pesinale?
P : Unakku vera velaye illa….. Pooo
A : Illada, she was sitting in the van and pointed to Pa and asked " un sister ah?" in actions
P : Blushing.....(you want to know the image- u remember the girl in unnai arinthal - ajiths daughter - P is literal male version of that girl - with the same smile)
Naan onnum sollala …….. amma paaru maaaa, ivana….